So today while I was in the shower I realized I love my body so much haha (that's awkward...). I recently weighed myself and am at 142--that's how much I weighed in high school! Everyone says you gain weight when you get married and I have definitely witnessed that with many peers, but I haven't gained anything :)!
My first year at Snow College my heart got broke and I gained 20 pounds the second semester. Serves me right too. Just before Christmas break I was rubbing it in my roommates faces how I didn't gain the Freshman 15 and they did. Aaaand then I gained not 15, but 20 pounds haha. It was hard for me to get over my first love just as it is hard for anyone. I realized I wasn't officially "over" him until I met Clifton, about 2 years later. Anyways, my second year at Snow I somehow lost all that weight and got back to my regular 150 lbs.
I guess I've lost a little weight since then too and now fluctuate between 140 and 145. And I have no doubt in my mind that it is because I am the happiest I've been in my whole life that I'm at such a healthy weight :). It's nice to have jeans that fit (it took me over a year after losing the initial weight to finally get new pants since all mine were SAGGY galore!). Now if I were any lighter I'd be borderline underweight and I definitely do not want that. For my height a healthy weight is 130-160, and I'm grateful I'm at that :). I'm so grateful for my body weight right now and I will continue to work to keep it at that. It won't be too hard though with how happy clifton makes me. I do love that man. And my body lol.
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