out out out outbursts.

• I hate having to change passwords.  Apparently, there was suspicious activity with my gmail and I had to change the password.  Suspicious activity?  Whatever lol.  But because of that, when I came to my blog and it wasn't there I freaked out.  I HATE losing memory type things more than anything.  I'm a memory/picture/journal freak haha and I've dubbed myself the family historian :P.  It all worked out though thankfully :).
• It's such a hard feeling when you've been wrongfully fired.  I was fired from Fatcats basically for no good reason.  The whole situation got completely blown out of proportion and should've been handled a lot more professionally by my manager.  Fired for asking questions to understand something?  It was twisted all wrong and I'm still frustrated and confused.
• We went to the demolition derby last week and it was AWESOME!  It was part of Cliftons birthday present and it was my first one.  Pretty sure we'll be at every one next year 8).
• I love being in the mountains more than anything.  Same with Clifton.  There's something about being out in nature that is completely healing for me and him.  And for our new doggie Scout!  He gets really grumpy when he goes too long without the mountain freedom haha.
• I wish I had a good reliable job.  That way I could save up for a vacation to California with my husband for next year :).  We were supposed to go this week as our honeymoon/birthday bash...but we don't have money :(.  I hated not being able to go and I know he did too.  I felt like I let him down since I'm the one that got fired.
• POLYAMOROUS!  I love my group of friends and all my husbands and wives hahaha.  They really are the best.
• I know it's early, but I've already been thinking about my New Years resolution.  I don't usually do them because I think they're silly and pointless and almost everyone doesn't stick to them but this year I feel very strongly I should do this.  I'm going to blog every day for a whole year, and each day it will be about something different that I'm grateful for.  My year of thanks :].  I'm so excited!
• I hate her.  I want nothing more than to freaking embarrass her in front of all the people that are important to her and show them what she's really like.  It's bad, but true.  She ruined my friends and I hate her.  Fake bimbo whore.  Well there's really 2 girls that I hate.  One is obnoxious and immature and fake and shallow and she ruined our group a little bit.  The other is controlling and manipulative and hotheaded and immature and power hungry.  Basically what I'm saying is both=bitch!  The sad thing is we could've been great friends if they weren't life-ruiners lol.
• Drinking and driving is so idiotic.  My car got totaled by a drunk driver (I wasn't even in the car btw, it was parked by the curb) and I'm the one paying and suffering from it.
• I'm SO excited for the Halloween party!!!!!
• My favorite time of the day is the morning.  Clifton is so funny and so completely wonderful to wake up to.  I thought about what it would've been like if I didn't go the direction I did awhile ago and instead married someone else.  That man would've made me feel insecure and unsure.  I love my Clifton.  And I love our cute, dorky, hilarious mornings together when we wake up :].