I've debated with myself a lot about creating a blog...I mean. Another blog haha. I've had a few blogs, all of which failed miserably. But I think the reason they failed was because I was so focused on making it for other people and not for myself. All I really wanted was for people to see how happy I am and to comment on my blog and how jealous they are of my life and my computer "skills" ;P.
That's why I decided to start this blog. It won't be about anyone else but me. Well ok, and Clifton being hot haha. I just want somewhere simpler to vent and not be afraid of just being myself. I probably won't let my friends know about this blog until a few months go by because I won't be able to make it mine with people watching. If that even makes sense o_O. I'm at a point where I need to be braver to be myself and talk about whatever is on my mind. These past 2 weeks have been tough for me confidence wise and I've realized that certain things need to change. That change starts here :].
So be prepared for stories about love, hate, embarrassment, church, humility, pride, sex, family, God, work, and everything else I feel like writing. Because I won't hold back. These are going to be outbursts of my heart.
