Concentration

So here's the thing.  I should probably go to the doctor.  Cause I pee my pants.  A LOT.  I'm serious.  Every time isn't full on or anything, although sometimes it really is.  Most of the time it's a little tinkle, or enough to leave a nice wet spot on my pants.  I know you're probably super grossed out right now.  But it's my condition.  When my mom and stepdad Rob first got married it got to the point that one time he just looked at me and I peed my pants.  The guy is just so funny and I was used to him constantly tickling me and putting me in the trash can and such.  I think that's when it started actually.  Since then I have just not been able to keep my bladder under control.  I'm fine if I don't laugh.  But if someone gets me laughing really hard it takes everything I have to not have an accident and sometimes that isn't even good enough.  And if you know me...you also know how easy it is to make me laugh.  The only thing that stops my husband when he's tickling me is me shouting that I'm going to pee, but even then I'm sometimes laughing so hard I can't say anything.  Maybe it's overactive bladder, maybe I have really weak muscles down there that refuse to strengthen, maybe I need to be potty trained again.  I don't know.

This brings me to concentration.  Yesterday on Tower of Terror, I was having so much fun I peed my pants.  It ruined the rest of the day for me.  Ok not really, but I was really really upset.  Usually I just laugh an accident off and move on.  But I had no change of clothes, so I let it get to me.  Today I really wanted to go on Tower of Terror again.  So instead of focusing on the thrill of it, I concentrated on when the picture would be.  Concentrating on that still made it really fun for me, but not the pee-my-pants kind of fun.  Me and Clifton posed awesome for the picture, which is what I was concentrating on.  I'm super grateful for concentration.  You don't even know.

Seriously so hard for me to do on that ride

WE LOVE DONALD!!!!

Indiana Jones

Current winners of cutest couple

Such a happy moment with my husband :)

She loves it...

He loves it...

I love it...

And then there's JC.

I beat him in a shooting game!!!

Yep.  We're royalty.

The hottest knight ever

Best meal in the world.

Stupid knight threw the rose to her!  I was pissed lol

Hot tuuuuub

It's a small world

So today after the World of Colors show (which is now my favorite thing I've ever seen), we ran to catch our bus.  The bus drivers made a special emphasis on the bus leaving right at 9 or whatever time that night, which gave us maybe 10 minutes after the show to get through the masses and to the bus.  So we ran, and after waiting a few minutes on the bus we started talking to the two other groups that just got on the bus after us.  Apparently they had sent one person running to make sure the bus driver waited just like we had.  So there was about 16 people on the bus including us when it left.

And EVERYONE was from northern Utah.  How freaking crazy is that?!  The people next to us were from Plain City, and the other group was from West Valley.  The dad from Plain city is a bishop and actually grew up with my uncle Mike!  I think it's so incredible when I meet people far away from home who are either people I know, or know people I do as well.  I get so excited every time!  It makes me look like a huge geek, but I don't even care!  It feels like I'm the only one that gets excited about it too haha.  Like one time in high school I saw a friend in Cancun and I was excited and saying hi and he was just like "oh hi Jesse.  Weird".  Out of the 6 billion people in the world, we just happened to travel to the same place, and be at the exact same spot and see each other?!  Out of everyone else in the world, WE run into each other in a foreign land?!  It's AWESOME!!!!!  So I'm grateful for "it's a small world", because I strongly believe there are no coincidences.  Everything happens for a reason.  Who knows, maybe that dad will be in the same ward as me one day!  Maybe his kids will have my mom as a school counselor at Fremont high.  Maybe it's just to make me realize we are all here together to learn from and grow with each other.  Either way I think I got the point.  I'm grateful for it.

And of course some pictures of today :)

Marissa

JC

Clifton.  Watch out guys.

Me

Man it was so bright haha

Hahaha nice faces.

:D :D :D

THIS IS THE HAPPIEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love :)

DISNEYLAND!!!!!!!!!!

I'm grateful for Disneyland.  It's a wonderful, magical, happy place :)

The boys have never gone, and they were so excited they started holding hands...with each other.  Awesome.

There's about 5 other pictures I have of Marissa practically stalking her hahaha it's hilarious.

On the fancy ferry ride :)

Those freaks got "First time" and "I'm celebrating" pins.  Gosh.

Mickey.